...wow

just hearing her breathe makes me melt... i am more in love than anyone has ever been ever, FACT.

and what's more. i love it :)

she'll be home soon..

under a brighter moon.

raindrops tear us apart.. breath on my window pain, i S P E L L your name...

keep waiting without fading out, did we happen a day too soon?

just saying, if we wait it out.. we'll be under a brighter moon.

i can't wait.

i'm spelling your name, and i trace a kiss....

don't want to be a thorn in your side...

Betterman I am since I

Come into contact with you

And you taught so many things about myself

and you know this is true

but now we are apart and its all my fault

cos you know I need to be alone

Don't know myself

so how can I share me with you girl or anyone

Don't want to be a thorn in your side

good woman

Always be the one

to make you cry

Don't wanna be that guy

Good woman

cos you deserve everything

and I got nothing so leave me

and i'll go away better off I stay

Far from you,

because you are beautiful

BEAUTIFUL WOMAN

Now typical man

I am because you think

I want my cake and eat it too

Cos say I can't be in a relationship

but I still feel for you

Cos you are the best woman

This old man has ever met

You taught me about my soul

you shared with me your magic

Don't want to be a thorn in your side

good woman

Always be the one

to make you cry

Don't wanna be that guy

Good woman

cos you deserve everything

and I got nothing so leave me

and i'll go away better off I stay

Far from you,

because you are beautiful

Betterman I am since I

Come into contact with you

And you taught

so many things about myself

and you know this is true

but now we are apart and its all my fault

cos you know I need to be alone

Don't know myself

so how can I share me with you girl

or anyone

Cause you are...... my angel.

x 9 days till x

i am so fuming with the people i chose to call friends. they have been with me through the pain, the crying, the mood swings and everything.. but tonight.. tonight they were pure 'cee you enn tee's' as my girl would say... so cute'ly. i can understand them wanting me to socialise.. but they have always been so understanding, i dont know what happened to that tonight.

not only that... but i want to show the girl i love, the girl i WILL get to marry me, that i will be there... they took that away from me. i cooked.. i cleaned.. i even smiled and played nice, when i had my girl on sporadic words. and then they decided i didn't need to. i do need to. i need to show her how i feel because she doesn't believe it like she did. and actually fuck that! she doesn't need to believe it.. because it will always be there.. i will always be there. and tonight i couldn't do anything to stop the destruction of her trust in me :(

i feel so incredibly sad.. but that really doesn't matter. she feels alone... and that kills me.

i don't want to write anymore. i have let her down... and i could never make it up to her...

i do not deserve the girl the entire world wants. i don't care how big my friends are.. i should have hit them harder.

i hope my eyes show her what i can't :(

i miss my frankie so much. i am so lost without you buubuu.

let's disappear. i want our life. x

just the girl.

'cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off of my feet

And I can't help myself

I don't want anyone else

She's a mystery

She's too much for me

But I keep comin' back for more

She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

You never know..

how much time you will get with the person who is most important to you. no one will ever know.

all i know, is that you should enjoy it when it is there...

i plan to.

mi manchi Frankie.

my funeral...

songs:

mayday parade - miserable at best.

envy on the coast - lapse

brand new - jesus christ

elliott smith - angeles

EVERYONE MUST WEAR PINK!

no pink, no drink!