3.45. no sleep.
I wish I could do better by you,
'cause that's what you deserve
You sacrifice so much of your life
In order for this to work.
While I'm off chasing my own dreams
Sailing around the world
Please know that I'm yours to keep
My beautiful girl
When you cry a piece of my heart dies
Knowing that I may have been the cause
If you were to leave
Fulfill someone else's dreams
I think I might totally be lost
You don't ask for no diamond rings no delicate string of pearls
That's why I wrote this song to sing
My beautiful girl
Tom Petty says it best.. but Derek Sanders comes pretty close...
'And as this current moves slow for me
This much you must know we'll meet again
And I'll have you know I'm scared to death'
'Tell me once again
That you'll love me to the death
And should I die, you swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your hand
(And please don't let me go)'
'And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?'
'Another night she spends alone
Without his touch her skin's so cold'
'Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away'
'I look back to the one and only summer time
And my girl was the envy of every friend of mine
She slept safely in my arms
We were so young and invincible'
'Her smile with the wind blowing through her hair
Was so contagious in the air
So satisfying and I'm still smiling
And you're still out of my reach
And you're still all of the things
That I want in my life'
'The first kiss stole the breath from my lips
Why did the last one tare us apart?'
'Baby, I sorely miss the vibrant gleam that's in your eyes
I'll write a song about it
And maybe if the melody's just right
I hope tonight it will find you
It will remind you'
...wow
just hearing her breathe makes me melt... i am more in love than anyone has ever been ever, FACT.
and what's more. i love it :)
she'll be home soon..
under a brighter moon.
raindrops tear us apart.. breath on my window pain, i S P E L L your name...
keep waiting without fading out, did we happen a day too soon?
just saying, if we wait it out.. we'll be under a brighter moon.
i can't wait.
i'm spelling your name, and i trace a kiss....
don't want to be a thorn in your side...
Betterman I am since I
Come into contact with you
And you taught so many things about myself
and you know this is true
but now we are apart and its all my fault
cos you know I need to be alone
Don't know myself
so how can I share me with you girl or anyone
Don't want to be a thorn in your side
good woman
Always be the one
to make you cry
Don't wanna be that guy
Good woman
cos you deserve everything
and I got nothing so leave me
and i'll go away better off I stay
Far from you,
because you are beautiful
BEAUTIFUL WOMAN
Now typical man
I am because you think
I want my cake and eat it too
Cos say I can't be in a relationship
but I still feel for you
Cos you are the best woman
This old man has ever met
You taught me about my soul
you shared with me your magic
Don't want to be a thorn in your side
good woman
Always be the one
to make you cry
Don't wanna be that guy
Good woman
cos you deserve everything
and I got nothing so leave me
and i'll go away better off I stay
Far from you,
because you are beautiful
Betterman I am since I
Come into contact with you
And you taught
so many things about myself
and you know this is true
but now we are apart and its all my fault
cos you know I need to be alone
Don't know myself
so how can I share me with you girl
or anyone
Cause you are...... my angel.
x 9 days till x
i am so fuming with the people i chose to call friends. they have been with me through the pain, the crying, the mood swings and everything.. but tonight.. tonight they were pure 'cee you enn tee's' as my girl would say... so cute'ly. i can understand them wanting me to socialise.. but they have always been so understanding, i dont know what happened to that tonight.
not only that... but i want to show the girl i love, the girl i WILL get to marry me, that i will be there... they took that away from me. i cooked.. i cleaned.. i even smiled and played nice, when i had my girl on sporadic words. and then they decided i didn't need to. i do need to. i need to show her how i feel because she doesn't believe it like she did. and actually fuck that! she doesn't need to believe it.. because it will always be there.. i will always be there. and tonight i couldn't do anything to stop the destruction of her trust in me :(
i feel so incredibly sad.. but that really doesn't matter. she feels alone... and that kills me.
i don't want to write anymore. i have let her down... and i could never make it up to her...
i do not deserve the girl the entire world wants. i don't care how big my friends are.. i should have hit them harder.
i hope my eyes show her what i can't :(
i miss my frankie so much. i am so lost without you buubuu.
let's disappear. i want our life. x
just the girl.
'cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
You never know..
how much time you will get with the person who is most important to you. no one will ever know.
all i know, is that you should enjoy it when it is there...
i plan to.
mi manchi Frankie.
my funeral...