why do people want a girl?
to have sex with..?
to have someone there when they get in from work..?
i don't 'need' a girl. i can live my life without anyone.. i could. i don't act like some boys.. like pretty much all boys. i don't need to have someone until i find the next prospect.. or slight improvement.. or next hole. i really don't.
i thought i would live my life alone, and i was happy to.
and then she came into my life.
this girl.. my girl.. wow. she turned everything, not upside down... but the right way up.
the way i feel for her could never be descried. and although i try and try to explain to her how much she means to me.. a blog is not worthy, when i could be using my lyrical efforts to describe it to her.. or at least keep trying.
she is truly the girl of my dreams. the girl from far beyond the reaches of my dreams.
i wish i could kiss her this second. i will have many moments in my life where i wish i could kiss her... but the moments when i do, are worth a lifetime of waiting.
i feel sorry for other people. i really do. because she is mine. and no one else in the world will ever know the love we have. the fairytale love that exists between us. the indescribable love and devotion she gives to the boy she wants to share her life with.. her soulmate. you people will never come close to this. you should envy me.. because this is it. this is truly it. what dreams are made of.
my girl. hopefully one day soon to be my fiance, again.
i could never be happier than the day i make Francis Locke Bell my wife. and i will wait until forever for that day. because it is worth a lot more than one lifetime.
i could talk and talk and talk.. but three little words say it all..
i love you, Frankie x
